wriiten 27 August 2009: ____ I never reeeaaaly think about it, my age that is. In my head I think I’m still 21..i see everything and experience everything like I’m that age. The only time I really get reminded how old I am is at gym…there’s those machines that ask you your age and weight so they can calculate the calories you’re losing. Everytime I type my age in_2_6, I am in disbelief….I dont feel like a 26 year old at all but I am. I always look over my shoulder incase someone is watching when I type it in. I think I’m ashamed to be 26…..hmm…am I…I dont know….. I mean when I was younger (21) thats (26)round about the age I saw as oooooollllllllllld…..so the fact that I’m there is like woww….am I old? …I dont feel it though…I cant be…Can it, am I?…..Nooooooo….but I’m still phly!!……it cant be true. Its like I have to fight my own preconceived ideas about what old is. Interesting times indeed.
